I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all

Picture perfect memories, scattered all around the floor. Reaching for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore. And I wonder if I’ve ever cross your mind, for me it happens all the time. I'm all alone and I need you now. Said I wouldn't call, but I lost all control and I need you now. Another shot of whisky, can't stop looking at the door wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before. It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now.